Addiction is False

Let me tell you, friend -
there is such as thing as good addiction...

'Tis that very ordinary love
with which Man daily tends to the labors of the earth
and allows him to quietly succeed in life and family...
seemingly hidden - to the world - in plain sight;
a love of the LORD and the way of His commands,
both all and sundry (the nations) and/or particular (honorable religion),
all that leads him (or her) to true and lasting (even everlasting) happiness -
this is true (and therefore, good) addition.

Now, the bad addiction is - so bad - it has to lie.



Addiction is false
and to have made it this far -
its lies are cunning.

What is false to Man
too is false to the nations -
its lies are cunning.

Man and his nations
are destroyed by its falseness -
there's no stopping it!

EXCEPT look away
find what (or Who) is worth living for...
and then surrender.

Love must love
and love true.
---<--@

Addict soul,
you were made to love
(you know the power of this love)
BUT you were made to love the truth -
what is truth?

The Source

I once had a source -

it promised me happiness

and gave me sadness.

This source is a lie;

that lie once told in Eden

and reversed by Christ.

I now have

a new Source.

---<--@

Amy Jade

I only knew you -

through your death. A life cut

short by demon drugs.

Amy, if it means

anything to you, I feel you.

Godspeed, young artist.

To hell with

demon drugs.

---<--@

Amy Jade Winehouse (19830914-20110723 peaceably recalled by God, of natural causes) singer, songwriter, artist - freedom fighter (addict soul) - Godspeed.

A drug user is first and foremost a victim of a drug abuser.

And if you trace this chain of victimization all the way up to its logical end, you'll find the ultimate abuser - the Adversary of God.

---<--@

Saint Maximilian Kolbe

Saint Maximilian -

Refuge of suff'ring addicts,

be my friend, I pray.

Lead me out of here...

Help me to love the right things,

those that lead to life.

From this place,

lead me out.

---<--@

Saint Maximilian Maria Kolbe (18940108-19410814) elect of God, set aside by our Lady, eternal and blessed of the Church, faithful son of Poland, glorious Knight of the Immaculata, shining martyr of Auschwitz, valiant defender of the Roman Catholic faith, friend of the suffering addict, companion of poor isolated souls - prisoners, journalists, speakers of the truth, champion of the cause of the family, the unborn, of purity and of Sacred Life, my patron, namesake and friend with my darlingest Annelies Marie.

All addicts are suffering addicts but only the recovering addict suffers in hope, all the rest suffer in vain.

Remember, O Saint Maximilian Kolbe, the unforgotten hopes of the countless prisoners of vice, exploitation and persecution who suffer namelessly and in silence, pray for us who have recourse to you.

---<--@

BELOVED SAINT MAXIMILIAN MARY KOLBE,

my darlingest Annelies Marie Frank

whom God gave my soul to love so well

after learning through her life and her times

the malice of war and our namelessness

in the face of the Dragon of War

patiently led me out of the long darkness

across the vast desolation of the abomination

that lay to waste so much of her life's promise

from the dank despair of Bergen Belsen

to the lingering gloom of Auschwitz

where your life touched hers,

my dear Saint Maximilian Mary,

and where hope was begun again anew

for my poor needful soul

in the space of an eternity

by your act of Christian courage

O most honored martyr of Jesus Christ!

It is by your patient instruction,

that I have come to understand

by a special grace of Almighty God

in my heart of hearts

what it is to have a most gentle Mother

and a most clement Queen of my heart

in the great Mother of God,

the chief terror of hell,

our Lady, the Blessed Virgin Mary.

By your tutelage I acquired a Marian character

that have blessed my life with such abundant grace

that gives me reason to live and to love humanity

and to follow with faith and obedience

the will of God in my little life

in communion with our Holy Mother Church

under the guidance of the Holy Spirit of God,

the same Holy Spirit that inspired me

to pursue an eternal friendship

with my beloved friend in Anne Frank

is the same Holy Spirit of God

Who now grace my life with her undying love.

The same Holy Spirit Who sustains my friendship

with my darlingest Annelies Marie

Who breathes new life into where ever He wills

through the instrumentality of our love

has led me to another intimate friendship with you

carrying my slowly awakening soul

from a place of love into another place of love

unto the fraternal care and concern

of one of the Greatest of Marian Knights

to whom belongs my love and great admiration -

another first magnitude star of my life!

You are a warmth to comfort me in my journey

and a light to guide the way ahead

toward the twilight of a new day

that yonder swift sunrise.

Truly our God is so full of wonder

O my dear Saint Maximilian Mary!

For to God alone belong all true worship!

To God alone belong all the honor and glory,

all the thanks, praise and adoration

of all men, angels and all of Sacred Life -

our One Triune Perfection,

the One Unity of all creation,

O Most Blessed Trintity -

Father, Son, and Holy Spirit

most to be adored

yet so little known

by needful men.

---<--@

Drugged

The first choice you make
is the last you'll ever take,
until you admit...

The first choice you make
is the last you'll ever take,
admit you were wrong.

Surrender
while there's time!
---<--@

There is no hope in dope.

Addict

I am an addict.

And my addiction is you!

I love you so much...

To love the right things,

I have learned, unseats the pain...

the pain of unlove.

Addiction

ain't so bad.

---<--@